is there an easy way out?

thoughts of you still lingers
i wonder when this would stop
should i use somebody else as a distraction
or should i just wait
till you stop visiting in my dreams
till i forget the way you kissed me
till i forget the way you laugh
till i forget you sleeping beside me
till i forget your face
till i forget how you look like ...
till i forget you

oftentimes, i also wonder
if i ever cross your mind
if you ever think of me

perhaps not...

i'm glad you're happy
just sad that it wasn't because of me

i just wish you did not regret you had me
even just for a while
for it was good while it lasted...
it was, for me...

i still miss you...
i still wish you'd come back...

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